2 thing 1) If this is your life and soul then find a job to support your self and keep working on this startup. Words like 'I can't imagine working for a big c

2 thing 1) If this is your life and soul then find a job to support your self and keep working on this startup. Words like 'I can't imagine working for a big corp' are not going to help you at anytime in your life. You work to make your dreams come true. 2) You haven't been paid in 15 months, so what? Your co-founders haven't either. It's been 15months you should have already launched your product. It takes a team to get to where you want to go, stop blaming and start doing.