I know how you feel. Been there, done that. Let me say that its not your fault. You went in with the best interest in succeeding, but things went south. Your fo

I know how you feel. Been there, done that. Let me say that its not your fault. You went in with the best interest in succeeding, but things went south. Your focus now should be on you. Not the business, but you. You don't owe them anything. Its time you focused on what is best for you. Its obvious you want to quit. Do so. Whatever happens, cannot be worse than what you are going through right now. Don't trap yourself into thinking about what if the company succeeds after you leave. Its not worth it. You can't continue living like this, in hopes of a better future. Truth is, the company has a slim chance of succeeding. And without you, it has less of a chance. So quit. Move on. Get your health back in order, and get a well paying job as a programmer. (look for the hiring thread on HN, or at indeed.com). Remember, money is nothing without health. You must be mentally healthy in order to be able to enjoy it. If anything, just shoot me an email. I will gladly listen to you. Best wishes.