You are doing learning wrong. Developing is not about books, tutorials videos etc... is about thinking. Start writing some code WITHOUT any sort of help except

You are doing learning wrong. Developing is not about books, tutorials videos etc... is about thinking. Start writing some code WITHOUT any sort of help except for the code of some projects similar to what you want to do. You will have to think with your own head and you will learn how other people approached similar problems and you will also learn how to overcome them. Keeping up to date is important but it's not your job. Also, if you don't have a base, there is not much to keep up to date. Just choose a starting point and do something concrete. Everything has a starting point and will one day need an update but don't worry about that now.