Sometimes I feel alienated both by the "normal" crowd and the "nerd" crowd - it's like I am some hybrid that can't seem to feel a strong identity to either grou

Sometimes I feel alienated both by the "normal" crowd and the "nerd" crowd - it's like I am some hybrid that can't seem to feel a strong identity to either group (normal/nerdy because that is a common dichotomy). It doesn't help that being "nerdy" is now a hip/self-ironic thing, and people will flaunt how they are the most geekiest person ever because <Star Trek, math, programming, physics, geology, cosplay, [some incredibly specific interest]> - and I can't really relate to feeling such a strong identity with an archetype. I've also never seen Star Wars, for some reason.