You might have a tough time getting into a top graduate program. But there are plenty of reasonably good graduate programs which are not quite as selective. Se

You might have a tough time getting into a top graduate program. But there are plenty of reasonably good graduate programs which are not quite as selective. Self study probably won't help you get into good programs initially, but if you get accepted to a second-tier program, it will certainly help you get the ground running and get the most out of it, whether you try to transfer out or not. Good luck!