My first experience with Uni was horrible. I was hoping to learn serious computer science, but got disappointed by maths, physics, electronics, etc. I was one o

My first experience with Uni was horrible. I was hoping to learn serious computer science, but got disappointed by maths, physics, electronics, etc. I was one of the best at programming, but overall result was very poor, I was one of the worst. Additionally I failed calculus at 1st semester (but other exams were passed) what made me depressed and I did 1.5yr pause doing completely nothing (barely used computer-I started hating it). Now I'm 22. Decided to start one more time at the same Uni, same faculty, second semester ahead. I'm getting average (or little below avg) marks. I became more focused on non-IT-classes, because I managed to find ways how can those math/phys "things" can be used in practice. Result: +I became little more self-confident, headstrong, hard-working guy +I developed ways to be more connected with people +Forcing myself to study things I don't like (physics) somehow makes my brain smarter, nimble, flexible +I don't struggle with procrastination -Being older than the others in group is little bit uncomfortable -Problem with employers asking questions about that pause/harddepression period -Endless comparisons to younger friends in my mind