Yeah, the Bay Area will do that to you, especially if you're on a visa. Your status, self-worth, and even your ability to stay in touch with your friends are al

Yeah, the Bay Area will do that to you, especially if you're on a visa. Your status, self-worth, and even your ability to stay in touch with your friends are all tied to giving some job 60-70 hours a week. I sympathize. I think you're aware of this, but you're engaging in very unrealistic, all-or-nothing thinking. If you aren't in THIS startup at THIS time then you're totally unemployable and you waste your life on a beach in Thailand. Take some time off to clear your head (if I were you I wouldn't up the weed quotient, but that's me). I don't know that you need to jet off to a different country, if you're in California there are so many great places to relax within a few days' drive.