Don't know if this applies to your case - and kuddos for making the commitment here - but some of what you say resonates with me. I recently discovered Raptitud

Don't know if this applies to your case - and kuddos for making the commitment here - but some of what you say resonates with me. I recently discovered Raptitude, and this post blew me away by elucidating so many things I've felt but couldn't give voice to: http://www.raptitude.com/2011/05/procrastination-is-not-laziness/ http://www.raptitude.com/2011/05/procrastination-is-not-lazi... I've recently taken steps to improve my lot in life and live up to my potential. Best of luck on our respective journeys!