Dear Miserlou57, You sound like you're struggling to live somebody else's life. There is nothing wrong with ADD or having a messy bedroom. This only means that

Dear Miserlou57, You sound like you're struggling to live somebody else's life. There is nothing wrong with ADD or having a messy bedroom. This only means that you live more inside your head than in the present here and now. This means you're a highly intuitive individual, which could give you a serious edge. This could also be the cause of your depression. Depression can be caused by over thinking worst possible scenarios (that do not exist in reality) which leads to catastrophic thinking. Come back to reality, reality is not that bad, face it! Get to know yourself better and make sure you become a specialist at knowing yourself, this will avoid setting yourself up for failure. There is a tremendous force inside you that you must learn to master by knowing yourself or else it'll play against you. Only life experience will make you better at this. You've taken the first step by identifying it and seeking for help. Here a little inspirational video for you, good luck! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jpe-LKn-4gM http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jpe-LKn-4gM