you're at an important point: you realize where you stand. from my experience, that's good. accept that, remember who you are. now go do something. ask for a j

you're at an important point: you realize where you stand. from my experience, that's good. accept that, remember who you are. now go do something. ask for a job. don't get too focussed on github, domains or social media. find someone that needs something you could do and start there. don't be picky. try it for at least three weeks and if it sucks balls, find something new. don't quit before you've found something you believe is better. rinse and repeat. good luck!