Adderall IR makes me feel very energetic and motivated, a feeling I like a lot. But I always seem to use it until it becomes so detrimental to my health that I

Adderall IR makes me feel very energetic and motivated, a feeling I like a lot. But I always seem to use it until it becomes so detrimental to my health that I feel I have to quit. Always, my dosage creeps up, my sleep schedule becomes chaotic, I become too thin and frail. I'm mentally quick, but also irritable. At first I take it to feel great, but at some point I'm taking it just not to feel as if I'm wearing a lead suit. I recently quit again after using for two months. If I get my weight and health back, I may try Adderall again, but only if I'm sure I can be extremely strict with myself. People say that taking weekends off can inhibit the dependence.