Sorry to hear that, don't be so hard on yourself in the future. This is hard work (even if it is fun). As a post-mortem you did one thing right and one thing wr

Sorry to hear that, don't be so hard on yourself in the future. This is hard work (even if it is fun). As a post-mortem you did one thing right and one thing wrong. What you did right: You accepted responsibility. Good, this is a hard trait to find. The "perfect" engineer mixes equal parts intellegence and humility. What you did wrong: You didn't trust your team. They were all very supportive of you, but you didn't trust their assesment of you. Trust your team; trust yourself. Have confidence in your ability to learn from your mistakes. You'll do fine. Start looking for another start-up job while working at a corp. The best time to find a new job, is when you already have one.