I learned some things about how the world works that I couldn't figure out how to write about without coming across like a paranoid loon, and I couldn't get the

I learned some things about how the world works that I couldn't figure out how to write about without coming across like a paranoid loon, and I couldn't get them far enough out of my head to write cogently about anything else. Indeed. I'd like to elaborate on my agreement but...I can't figure out how to write about without coming across like a paranoid loon. Methinks it has to do with approaching the half-century mark. "I've seen things you people wouldn't believe..."