My company failed (unexpectedly) in 2008. I had signed piercing agreements on a large contract, and on some financing before the failure, so I ended up on the

My company failed (unexpectedly) in 2008. I had signed piercing agreements on a large contract, and on some financing before the failure, so I ended up on the hook for a little over $500,000. The risk/reward payoff looked much better the odds were in favor of reward. Here's my progress to date: http://i.imgur.com/IGQ3rz6.png http://i.imgur.com/IGQ3rz6.png It's an anchor. It's killing my dreams. I worry that the stress will literally kill me.