It won't and it shouldn't matter much what we say. We can't load you with courage and send you off, although if you're still hesitating a bit we might be able

It won't and it shouldn't matter much what we say. We can't load you with courage and send you off, although if you're still hesitating a bit we might be able to scare you enough to make you postpone your plans for a while. Only you know what you can take now. Maybe you're ready after six months, maybe you're ready now. Just make sure it's your own calling, and not a choice of ours or of anyone who (you think) will expect something from you. Don't live someone else's life. Live yours instead and find out that it's you who's granted to get to decide everything.