Depression has a side effect of making normal thinking patterns unusable. You could literally win a lottery, and feel that the world hates you. Your thought p

Depression has a side effect of making normal thinking patterns unusable. You could literally win a lottery, and feel that the world hates you. Your thought process would go - I won a lottery, but I still feel dead inside. Why go on, there isn't anything for live for. I hate to use an example to explain depression, because its always "explainable", but hopefully as a vignette into what every waking moment of life is like for someone with depression, it should serve its purpose. Edit: grammar in last para.