porn — especially the porn I was watching — just had to be taboo. The author's fetish is with the anxiety of getting caught. He's making anxiety porn by watchi

porn — especially the porn I was watching — just had to be taboo. The author's fetish is with the anxiety of getting caught. He's making anxiety porn by watching something so extreme that it's guaranteed to offend anyone who catches him. The author has connected the anxiety of being caught with sexual desires in his head. It's actually a very common fetish.