Possibly. I was deeply religious for most of my life, but that unraveled about seven years ago. I would love going back to that life. My father is a pastor, an

Possibly. I was deeply religious for most of my life, but that unraveled about seven years ago. I would love going back to that life. My father is a pastor, and he and the Christianity and Christians I grew up with were the 'good' kind. If I were gay, he'd be one of the first to know, for example. The problem is that being a Christian without actually believing any of it is 1) difficult, if not impossible to keep up, and 2) less effective, perhaps almost ineffective. And I can't just 'will' myself to believe it, unfortunately...