Do you do anything physical in a natural place on a regular basis? That's one place to look. Does your work have meaning? When you are 50 or 60 and you look

Do you do anything physical in a natural place on a regular basis? That's one place to look. Does your work have meaning? When you are 50 or 60 and you look back at your life's work, will it have value? If not, you might try to find a socially meaningful project to contribute to. It seems you've got valuable technical skills; share them with a project that has the kind of value you'd like in your life.