I'm in game dev but I also have very poor abilities for mentally operating on visual or geometrical data. I'm normally far away from the graphics parts but some

I'm in game dev but I also have very poor abilities for mentally operating on visual or geometrical data. I'm normally far away from the graphics parts but sometimes I take a look and shaders are by far the least intuitive type of code to me. I've learned enough about what shaders do to sort of parse the simple ones, but anything with shaders definitely feels like working against my brain's natural tendencies.