Ah, then I'd say this is definitely not a good job for you. I would suggest just leaving as soon as possible. I know it's hard and I know the current market is

Ah, then I'd say this is definitely not a good job for you. I would suggest just leaving as soon as possible. I know it's hard and I know the current market is difficult, but do make a firm decision to, if not immediately, leave in a fixed time frame, say in two months or before the new year or something else but put a limit on it. Not only will that push you into doing it, but seeing a clear exit will probably help with your peace of mind.