Seriously, if you really want to work, you should have no problems finding work, provided your description is accurate. It sounds like you just freaked out. I

Seriously, if you really want to work, you should have no problems finding work, provided your description is accurate. It sounds like you just freaked out. I would suggest being a little flexible on your side in terms of location, as Chicago is full of awesome opportunities, and then don't grab first thing, but look for something you would enjoy doing. Like, hit LightBank and other accelerators and see what they have. Have first relaxing holidays, then chase work, as others suggested. Happy Holidays