You are on the very top of Maslow's hierarchy of needs. Most people never had that luxury. People dying from plague with a life expectancy of 30 were happy for

You are on the very top of Maslow's hierarchy of needs. Most people never had that luxury. People dying from plague with a life expectancy of 30 were happy for a meal. I'm not trying to invalidate your struggle (sorry if that is how it come across), just offer some perspective. Life is good.