This is basically what my take has been after chasing everything else for way too long. Though I've not moved back and Gmail honestly isn't something I can now

This is basically what my take has been after chasing everything else for way too long. Though I've not moved back and Gmail honestly isn't something I can now move back to (and no tracking/etc are not the reason). I just wrote a too long comment and I realise now most of that you've said in your short comment. Email for me is just a communication tool that the world still uses. Nothing else.