Therapy takes money, I've been short on money the last few years. It is not for the lack of trying that I do not open up to professionals. And yes, I feel it i

Therapy takes money, I've been short on money the last few years. It is not for the lack of trying that I do not open up to professionals. And yes, I feel it is opening up to say how I "don't belong" because I'm in this awkward age group of "too old for childhood friends". That's not something I share in my personal life. So hear it dismissed with "well you just want to be miserable, screw off" sure is motivating, right? But I guess this is America. If I don't have money to fix my problems, I'm not worth acknowledging. >we are all healthy humans and understand that life is a struggle but with social relationships it becomes bearable. I envy you. I am clearly not.