While you are resting I'd recommend meditation. You have a lot of thoughts, and you are trying to make sense of them. Just create some space. Sit with them. T

While you are resting I'd recommend meditation. You have a lot of thoughts, and you are trying to make sense of them. Just create some space. Sit with them. Things will eventually make sense. Or not, some mysteries don't get solved. Either way you'll find a path forward.