Cindy’s mom was schizoaffective. She emotionally neglected him, was despondent. I think she was haunted by her voices, a benevolent soul who hid a terrible burd

Cindy’s mom was schizoaffective. She emotionally neglected him, was despondent. I think she was haunted by her voices, a benevolent soul who hid a terrible burden, yet emotionally unavailable for her only son. And then Cindy was slighted by a young love interest, who could not love his emotionally vapid nature making him something of a woman hater. Not uncommon for a white American male without a stable father figure (absent from a young age.) Cindy has taken to “the dark side.” His control influence bears the distinction of my mortal enemies, the white supremacists of American thought control. They don’t come off like one imagines. They are bosom buddies in the backs of the minds. They arm the nationalists, the true extremists who keep a straight face, pleasing the mobs of modernity. Only because they know how true destruction works, through back channels, with a polite smile.