Once I did all of that for what I'm doing (I'm just a web dev...), it turned into a rabbit hole so deep I am now questioning reality itself I'm not kidding tho

Once I did all of that for what I'm doing (I'm just a web dev...), it turned into a rabbit hole so deep I am now questioning reality itself I'm not kidding though. I had a mental breakdown multiple times throughout 2 months while I was "writing down in minuscule detail what I'm doing". I debugged my brain and realized I have OCD (in addition to ADHD) and it made me so happy that I'm now free from this terrible mistake of not making any mistakes at all. And I never felt so productive in my entire life. Incredible things will just start happening once you start writing your thoughts. It doesn't even matter what you are writing. Just write it all down. All of it.