My finances are ruined, I can't get a job because of my past history, living in a small town with no work (but stuck with paid of house) and my age. Hoping my v

My finances are ruined, I can't get a job because of my past history, living in a small town with no work (but stuck with paid of house) and my age. Hoping my vehicle sells here soon. It's a bad day. I haven't been able to eat today from stress. I went for a walk in the woods. It was beautiful and amazing. There were the last of the lupine (my daughters favorites flower). A couple deer. Talked to a friend. Many have it worse, but our struggles are the worst struggles we experience. Anyone need a cheap remote errand boy/assistant with lots of life experience/managed dev teams/managed IT? Or to finance an AI use case into a product with multiple potential available pivots?