Don't feel shitty. Concentrate on what you can achieve on a personal level: programming languages you want to know, projects you want to start, and very importa

Don't feel shitty. Concentrate on what you can achieve on a personal level: programming languages you want to know, projects you want to start, and very importantly attitudes with others that you want to hold. But understand that while you might be able to become great, you're in Lancashire. There aren't going to be as many big deals going on there. A developer in London can make it big.