> I would like to spend my time more on gaining a mental model of the projects I work on, but I get very demotivated if I start disliking things like the progra

> I would like to spend my time more on gaining a mental model of the projects I work on, but I get very demotivated if I start disliking things like the programming language, certain arch. Choices or anything that gets too complex that doesn't seem like its worth my time Let it go... Not one single project is free of warts. Not a one. And honestly, if the programming language is that big a deal, you're better off jumping ship. We should all be polyglots, but that's up to you.