> I need to break that cycle for my kids. Thanks for the kind words. I never considered myself an alcoholic. I drank beer on Fridays and Saturdays. I wouldn't

> I need to break that cycle for my kids. Thanks for the kind words. I never considered myself an alcoholic. I drank beer on Fridays and Saturdays. I wouldn't consider it excessive, I didn't get drunk, but I also wouldn't consider it helpful in retrospect. The kids. I have a 5mo child. And 2 older kids. This is the part I hate. I REALLY HATE. They shouldn't have to pay for my mistakes or my luck but they will. The thought of dying isn't scary. I'm good with it. But I HATE, HATE, HATE, that I'm going to leave my kids early and my poor wife to figure it all out. I wish you a long and healthy path ahead without any remission. (I assume you're on the good side. I really hope so!) All the best to you!