I don't quite get your position. On the one hand you say without death life would lack urgency, yet you seem to be open to life after death. If there was lif

I don't quite get your position. On the one hand you say without death life would lack urgency, yet you seem to be open to life after death. If there was life after death... wouldn't it lack urgency? If there isn't life after death, you simply don't exist anymore and there are no more possibilities open to you. So I'd be more than happy to postpone finding about out for as long as possible.