have you told the people around you that you are looking for that support and that its motivating? I think you will find that creative works are no more fulfil

have you told the people around you that you are looking for that support and that its motivating? I think you will find that creative works are no more fulfilling than bike rides when you actually get into it. There's no separate magic to it, and a good chance you wont remember doing either of them after some time