40hrs a week, bad location with a bad market, even worse for one that tries to be into ruby, innovation instead of the 'common path', have some debt + some mor

40hrs a week, bad location with a bad market, even worse for one that tries to be into ruby, innovation instead of the 'common path', have some debt + some more 18hrs a week of trying to grow out of the 40hrs+debt... can't work less otherwise it means dropping the tombstone on the dream of a satisfying life(moving to another country or bigger economic centers here could do too but health issues in family impede me). Sucks.