> people have said a lot of stuff about me too... but i just dont care. Hurt people hurt people. You sure seem to have bottled up your own pain with anger weak

> people have said a lot of stuff about me too... but i just dont care. Hurt people hurt people. You sure seem to have bottled up your own pain with anger weakly disguised as eagerness. I hope you eventually realize you cannot gain the love of your father by “success”. It’s not your fault; he is too traumatized. Nobody else needs to suffer (“develop a thick skin” after repeat bullying which you first experienced and then enabled) just because you had to; it won’t fix your pain, it’ll only make it worse.