Unfortunately it's my first job as a programmer (though not by any measure my first job) so I have to settle for less than what others get to get in to the busi

Unfortunately it's my first job as a programmer (though not by any measure my first job) so I have to settle for less than what others get to get in to the business and make myself more credible and hire-able. I have adapted well though and I have the hope that things will be better soon.