Is there option to select another source, such as the quran, middle earth lore, buddism, athetist philoshopers or seculare wisdom quotes? I am now ashamed that

Is there option to select another source, such as the quran, middle earth lore, buddism, athetist philoshopers or seculare wisdom quotes? I am now ashamed that I once was deluded to consider myself a christian while science has sofar not shown anything beyond the standard model.