I feel like I'm a stone skipping across the water instead of being submerged deep in coding context. I'm getting used to it but I don't like it. I'm also much

I feel like I'm a stone skipping across the water instead of being submerged deep in coding context. I'm getting used to it but I don't like it. I'm also much more tired at the end of the day. My mind feels broken. I don't know if our brains were designed for this.