I do still enjoy it, but only because I'm so deep into it that I don't need to work all the time, and can pick and choose exactly who I work for, work with, and

I do still enjoy it, but only because I'm so deep into it that I don't need to work all the time, and can pick and choose exactly who I work for, work with, and what tech I work on. If I were younger and less established, I would be seriously looking elsewhere.