Don't kill yourself. Do talk to someone. If it might help, you're welcome to email hn@ycombinator.com and tomhow or I will send you our personal email address.

Don't kill yourself. Do talk to someone. If it might help, you're welcome to email hn@ycombinator.com and tomhow or I will send you our personal email address. I'm going to leave this post open in case you want to respond to any of the commenters who have replied to you. Several of them also emailed us to express their concern.