it is one plausible interpretation. attached is the question of what is "oscillating" ? is matter, composed of "spacetime" possessed of disequilibrial state?

it is one plausible interpretation. attached is the question of what is "oscillating" ? is matter, composed of "spacetime" possessed of disequilibrial state? or is matter something different than the surrounding "substance"? where does the phenomenal energy originate to drive a proton for the duration of its existance [decay rate]. is there some topologic ultrastructure that constrains geometry and drives the process of being a proton?