Cognitive dissonance, likely. It doesn't look like what it is, no matter which part of it you're using at the time. Its selfish features aren't Self, its speech

Cognitive dissonance, likely. It doesn't look like what it is, no matter which part of it you're using at the time. Its selfish features aren't Self, its speech impediment isn't really a Lisp, its coffee-flavouring isn't Java... No matter which door you open, you get a preliminary sense of déja vu, then realise that you haven't actually been there before; it's just something that reminds you of something else. It takes a while to settle into JS mode, where the language is just what it is, and not "sort of like X, but completely different". (Once I'm there, I like to stay there—but there's always something else to do that drags me into another language, and when I come back, I experience the same cycle process again.)