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Hm, those are all valid, but they're also from the perspective of only caring about external forces. It's as if the work itself is only relevant insofar as we g

by sfink 11mo ago

Hm, those are all valid, but they're also from the perspective of only caring about external forces. It's as if the work itself is only relevant insofar as we get something out of it. I got into this career because I like mucking about with this kind of work. Programming is sort of like building thought sculptures. Ok, maintaining them too. I spend a lot of my adult life working with these systems, so of course I care about their quality. It is unpleasant to work on a hack-filled creaking monstrosity of a codebase. My skills, such as they are, don't help as much as it feels they should, because I rely heavily on understanding a system based on how it sort of has to work given what I know about the constraints, and hacky systems constantly confound my expectations. That means I have to spend way too much time and effort learning the idiosyncrasies and unpredictable corner cases, and so have less time to make the changes I want to make. It's like a carpenter working on a house where nothing is straight, nothing is level. Or a cook given flavorless or half-rotten ingredients to use. You spend more time picking out the bad (or picking out the good and discarding the rest) than actually cooking. Any my scope is limited. Some changes are just not feasible to make, because there are too many hidden and/or unnecessary dependencies buried in the code. If you change one thing, everything falls apart. If you patch it together well enough to more or less work, you're faced with a long tail of subtle bugs that you'll be battling for a long time to come. There's no conceptual integrity. Furthermore, working with a team that accepts a never-ending accumulation of creeping technical debt is also unpleasant. You can't trust that a positive review means anything. If you try to do something right and take pride in your work, your teammates will be resentful that you're not closing your bugs fast enough. Who cares that it means less maintenance overhead in the future if nobody's planning on sticking around, or people are depending on things being constantly broken so that they can spend their days knocking off relatively easy whack-a-mole style bugs? Bad code is actually fine. It happens. But I want to know why the code is bad, whether the reasons are defensible or not. If they aren't, I know that the codebase is going to be littered with similar crap, and that my job is going to suck. That's what bothers me so much. This is true even if I'm the author of the bad code. Why didn't the reviewer point it out? Is it like the article said, and there's nobody competent enough to spot glaring issues? That is also a component of a job that sucks.

brendoelfrendo 11mo ago
> Hm, those are all valid, but they're also from the perspective of only caring about external forces. It's as if the work itself is only relevant insofar as we get something out of it. Well, I don't know that we can separate external forces from why people might dislike bad code... being held to a standard that is unachievable because of someone else's mess and someone else's expectations is all too common in life, and the reality is that your livelihood might depend on meeting those expectations. If you like programming, you might also like maintaining or refactoring code; it goes with the territory, and it can be fun to see how something can be improved or challenge yourself to see how far you can improve it. But it tends to be less enjoyable when your ability to eat and house yourself rides on someone else's bad code. > If you try to do something right and take pride in your work, your teammates will be resentful that you're not closing your bugs fast enough. Right, but why would they resent that? Probably because management has expectations on the team, and they are concerned that you're sandbagging the metrics. It ends up being a management or cultural problem regardless. > Bad code is actually fine. It happens. But I want to know why the code is bad, whether the reasons are defensible or not. Agreed!
- JohnMakin 11mo ago
  sandbagging or messing with metrics is an inevitable part of playing a role in $BIGTECHCO. Even if people don’t admit it or aren’t aware of it, it happens everywhere. If anyone resents it they just resent you’re doing it better than they could. much of what we do is all a political game. I’ve had situations where I cannot do something that clearly needs to be done, I in the past will find reasons to slow things down and point to (thing that needs to be done) as the reason why. Eventually the manager above you will prioritize it or discipline you. If you’re right and are valuable and your manager isn’t stupid, you’ll get your way, and they can take credit for the sudden velocity gain. I’ve also done the opposite in speeding things up to expose brittle unsustainable processes. Not endorsing it, but, it just seems to me the way most performance management works at these companies (I came from a company that liked to think it was amazon with stack ranking) you have to do it or you will get shanked inevitably before you vest. This is just my personal experience. TLDR it’s how you make things “happen” It’s very cynical. Thankfully these days I work on much smaller teams where everyone helps as much as they can because you’re constantly treading water, but there’s very little room for this kind of political maneuvering and bs.

by sfink 11mo ago

brendoelfrendo 11mo ago

> Hm, those are all valid, but they're also from the perspective of only caring about external forces. It's as if the work itself is only relevant insofar as we get something out of it. Well, I don't know that we can separate external forces from why people might dislike bad code... being held to a standard that is unachievable because of someone else's mess and someone else's expectations is all too common in life, and the reality is that your livelihood might depend on meeting those expectations. If you like programming, you might also like maintaining or refactoring code; it goes with the territory, and it can be fun to see how something can be improved or challenge yourself to see how far you can improve it. But it tends to be less enjoyable when your ability to eat and house yourself rides on someone else's bad code. > If you try to do something right and take pride in your work, your teammates will be resentful that you're not closing your bugs fast enough. Right, but why would they resent that? Probably because management has expectations on the team, and they are concerned that you're sandbagging the metrics. It ends up being a management or cultural problem regardless. > Bad code is actually fine. It happens. But I want to know why the code is bad, whether the reasons are defensible or not. Agreed!

JohnMakin 11mo ago
sandbagging or messing with metrics is an inevitable part of playing a role in $BIGTECHCO. Even if people don’t admit it or aren’t aware of it, it happens everywhere. If anyone resents it they just resent you’re doing it better than they could. much of what we do is all a political game. I’ve had situations where I cannot do something that clearly needs to be done, I in the past will find reasons to slow things down and point to (thing that needs to be done) as the reason why. Eventually the manager above you will prioritize it or discipline you. If you’re right and are valuable and your manager isn’t stupid, you’ll get your way, and they can take credit for the sudden velocity gain. I’ve also done the opposite in speeding things up to expose brittle unsustainable processes. Not endorsing it, but, it just seems to me the way most performance management works at these companies (I came from a company that liked to think it was amazon with stack ranking) you have to do it or you will get shanked inevitably before you vest. This is just my personal experience. TLDR it’s how you make things “happen” It’s very cynical. Thankfully these days I work on much smaller teams where everyone helps as much as they can because you’re constantly treading water, but there’s very little room for this kind of political maneuvering and bs.