TLDR: Concern trolls are some of the worst people on Earth. Or should I find my 9th grade algebra teacher (wherever she may be now), and on whom I had a raging

TLDR: Concern trolls are some of the worst people on Earth. Or should I find my 9th grade algebra teacher (wherever she may be now), and on whom I had a raging crush deep in the throes of puberty, in order to apologize for all the boners I got in her class? I got an A in that class and all math classes I took going forward. But at what price? How DARE I pleasantly associate mathematics with that long ago raging crush sometimes?