I don’t have an answer for your question but I’ll just say that when someone feels like the way you do, it’s very easy for them to walk into an exploitative tra

I don’t have an answer for your question but I’ll just say that when someone feels like the way you do, it’s very easy for them to walk into an exploitative trap. Don’t get used by someone just because you’re lonely or lost. There are any number of healthier and safer alternatives, usually around community building activities, like volunteering, taking classes, playing sports, etc. Good luck