"suffer in silence" "sharing pain is misuse of energy" "struggle creates strong memory" "sleep works like charm" "less screen, more cycling, lifting weights

"suffer in silence" "sharing pain is misuse of energy" "struggle creates strong memory" "sleep works like charm" "less screen, more cycling, lifting weights, hospital visits due to injury" "Doctor visits to talk to smart people. friends, family and relatives, have already labelled you have no sense and they are right" "But still you choose to walk fit, well than your previous version" "You know things going to get crazier, and that excites you" "You have realised you were never depressed or BPD or ADHD, its hidden potential talking to you, now it's showing in action" "Rest is very important. More important than working" "Not working is more productive than actually working, cause you can't afford mistakes, as it takes double or triple time to unlearn wrong and relearn or figure out alternative technique" "There are no regrets or sad feeling, but euphoric" "No fears, or less fears or new fears" but you want to face it. "You invent new techniques to work" "No burnouts, its natural now" "Health conscious, body is the only machine you can trust" "You start trusting nobody" - no people bs "You start trusting nobody" - the one with no body. In word, its called god. "You make deal with god" Me: god you have no body, but I have. Me : god I don't have spirit, but you have. Let's make a deal. Transfer learning between body and no body on your journey.