I really hope you do or you will talk to someone about yourself again. You deserve it. For example to a counselor/therapist who doesn't even prescribe medicatio

I really hope you do or you will talk to someone about yourself again. You deserve it. For example to a counselor/therapist who doesn't even prescribe medication, if you are not interested in that. Off the top of my head these symptoms could match at least a few diagnoses, most of which are treatable, but it's by far not enough information in this post.