I think as we get older I see a convergence within my peer group, as we lose friends and family people either seem to orient on peace or bitterness. Some of us

I think as we get older I see a convergence within my peer group, as we lose friends and family people either seem to orient on peace or bitterness. Some of us just have the chance to emotionally appreciate and internalize the fragility of existence at an earlier stage. Do we spend our days focusing on the lack of days and other things outside our control or do we schedule a day at the beach, build a tree house, learn how to cook a bolognese? One option sounds very boring to me, might as well opt out of existence instead, it's not hard to do.