I agree wholeheartedly. I'm not suggesting there's no value in the act of creation. I think the author has been telling himself that he derived joy from the ac

I agree wholeheartedly. I'm not suggesting there's no value in the act of creation. I think the author has been telling himself that he derived joy from the act of creating, but his comments suggest otherwise, he was deriving joy from a false belief of what being a coder meant, about what it would provide him. There's a mismatch between what he believes he's getting out of coding, vs what he's actually getting. Put another way, reality is reality, there is no right reality, or wrong reality. Perceiving it as right or wrong is just our ego trying to bend reality to match our beliefs.